2011...

I've been re-evaluating my life as the year draws to a close and some changes will have to be made. A lot has happened since the last time I updated this blog, but I only really write when i need to sort out some thoughts...
First off, my ex-roommate got a job in Tahoe working as a cook for the Ritz-Carlton hotel. For those who don't know, it's one of the best hotels ever. On top of getting this job, he gets to travel after 6 months. Even though I'm happy for him, I kind of miss him. Either way, him moving out has also given me a reason to leave (orbe kicked out!). It's not too bad, but this means I have to find another roommate. I'm so used to living with close friends, and this transition to living with a pair that I'm not as close to kind of scares me...It's ok though...I'm a big boy. I have handled a lot worse. I dread this apartment hunt endeavor that I will have to go on.
I will be taking a my first chem course since I left Solano last spring semester. I'm pretty nervous, but now I will start to dip into my major on a serious note...I have started researching scholarships and internships so I can go in. I'm loving the opportunities being presented to me on this tip. This guy Paul has told me about an internship for the summer. I may be pretty excited to have a chem job for the summer. My growth in dance has been so amazing. I've been trainin for a year and I'm making drastic steps every day. Unfortunately, I have had to do a lot of it on my own lately. My group is on a page than I am and I think it may be time to leave. There are a few opportunities that have presented themselves, and I think that I need to make this next move for me when it comes to dance. I love my PP fam to death (like seriously), but it may be time for me to move on and start building on what they gave me. ya know....Now that I understand how to work as a group member, I need to go somewhere where I can understand myself as a dancer and artist.
Even though I said i would start dating last year, I gave that up up months and I'm still fighting off the repercussions...lol. I would like to start dating again soon. I'm scared,because I really don't like people or trust anyone. I'll work on that too! Just saying that my life is moving forward and most decisions are making me happy, but some aren't You gotta sacrifice when you want something bad enough. I just hope everything goes over well.