Thursday, June 9, 2011
Had a Dream
I had just started dating this guy and he cheated right in front of me...Think that means I'm not ready to date yet. Fuck infidelity!
Still Awake
I got home at 11:45 and it's two. Don't really understand how I have managed to accomplish sleep deprivation every night for the last two weeks. I think I've had a lot on my mind. Not really problems or anything special. There lots of people who worse off than me, but i have been distracted with a lot of stupid stuff.
The BIG thing recently was my roommates, but who cares anymore. I can't teach kids how to grow up. Then there's been money, but who doesn't worry about that in these whack times. I'm picking up a job that I don't necessarily want to do, while doing big things in dance with nothing to really show in terms of money.I'm sure something will come along, but it's still on my mind. My roommates were late with rent again. I'm scared that the credit that took me four years to build is slowly being destroyed by their lack of discipline, but once again, I guess things will work out later. That's just something I will have to deal with. THUGS finally got into some drama with this kat, bboy Remedy. He caught himself disrespecting us and everybody in the group went BAD on him via facebook. So now i guess we have a rival, but it's whatever. We have different goals anyway. We even lost a member over it, but she needed to go. She does not deserve to be in any family of mine if she's so quick to turn her back on it.
I don't know, there's a lot of negative situations that won't really leave my mind, because they are all unsettled. It would be nice if people would just live their lives and quit trying to be what everyone wants them to be. These situations would all be avoided if that happened.
AAAAaaaahhh but anyway, I got to do a photo shoot with my friend Quar today! We were shooting for his book of poetry. I don't think he believes it,but he's a pretty amazing guy. His photography and his personality. I hope he finds someone that is equally amazing, cuz a lot of the guys he talks about are no good. I respect his firmness though. Even though he is nice, he is not to be fucked with. I have never seen someone drop a possible friend as quick as he does.The shoot came out good. I hope it can be edited tight. don't have the best for modeling, but i give it what I can. Here's a lil sample of his work, but that's not me:
The BIG thing recently was my roommates, but who cares anymore. I can't teach kids how to grow up. Then there's been money, but who doesn't worry about that in these whack times. I'm picking up a job that I don't necessarily want to do, while doing big things in dance with nothing to really show in terms of money.I'm sure something will come along, but it's still on my mind. My roommates were late with rent again. I'm scared that the credit that took me four years to build is slowly being destroyed by their lack of discipline, but once again, I guess things will work out later. That's just something I will have to deal with. THUGS finally got into some drama with this kat, bboy Remedy. He caught himself disrespecting us and everybody in the group went BAD on him via facebook. So now i guess we have a rival, but it's whatever. We have different goals anyway. We even lost a member over it, but she needed to go. She does not deserve to be in any family of mine if she's so quick to turn her back on it.
I don't know, there's a lot of negative situations that won't really leave my mind, because they are all unsettled. It would be nice if people would just live their lives and quit trying to be what everyone wants them to be. These situations would all be avoided if that happened.
AAAAaaaahhh but anyway, I got to do a photo shoot with my friend Quar today! We were shooting for his book of poetry. I don't think he believes it,but he's a pretty amazing guy. His photography and his personality. I hope he finds someone that is equally amazing, cuz a lot of the guys he talks about are no good. I respect his firmness though. Even though he is nice, he is not to be fucked with. I have never seen someone drop a possible friend as quick as he does.The shoot came out good. I hope it can be edited tight. don't have the best for modeling, but i give it what I can. Here's a lil sample of his work, but that's not me:
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
I need to post more often!!!!
Too many things happen to me between posts. For one, I might have to start getting on the grind for some kind of job...I now work for Primerica,but that doesn't count, because it's commission. I'm not going to have a guaranteed income off of commission. But it is tight to know that I sell life insurance, so if anybody wants some, hit up the comments. I will only be licensed in California though (still training though). Either way, unemployment made an early stop on me and I now am broke...boo! It's ok. People live like this all the time. I used to be one of them. I'll figure something out.
Man...the situation at home has heated up! At this point, I have been completely disrespected, lied to, and stolen from. All of this and the kitchen is still dirty...I'm not the nice guy anymore, but I held out the nice guy attempt for much longer than most. Whatever friendship I was trying to establish has been incinerated, and i guess I'm just waiting for the end of the lease to be truly be happy at home again. DO NOT EVER move in with people you don't know well.They will set you up. It doesn't matter how clear the rules are before the move happens, they will lie and things will not get done! In the end, you're going to be the bad guy for referring back to rules established in the first place. If you live a busy life and don't need extra stress, then don't do it. Next time I'm squatting somewhere until my trusted friends are ready to move out.That's how I'm living in a nutshell.
But the dance life has never been better. That is my escape and my passion for real. Now that summer break has started, i have been going off inthe dance...First off, me Janae and Eddie won the All In 2 jam...It was my third jam I ever went to,I'm really proud of us. The most amazing thing was me beating Z-Bruh...Looking back, he moved much better than I did, but i was more entertaining to watch apparently...Either way, we won! THUGS is giving me everything I need as far as a freestyle environment, but lately we have been focused more on choreography, since it is our weak point. I hope that everyone keeps up with their freestyle game. We are about to host Sac's first ridiculously big competition! Trying to get Choreo cookies and the Company up here. Think we got the Les Twins coming, and three groups from the bay want to sign up. This event is going to be cool, because we almost all proceeds are going towards scholarships for dancing. Also, this event is going to promote world peace week. All around this is an event with a cause. I feel like in THUGS, I am really living out the purpose of inspiring people and not a specific part of the dance community.
I sent money to mom for my plane ticket, so it is official. I'm visiting my mother for Christmas!!!! I'll be getting ready to move around that time too, so I'll be stoked all around! I mean there's probably more that is going on, but I just wanted to get all of those in the air...Till next time! Let's try not to make it another three months. Oh check out the third place performance for THUGS!!!!!!
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Man...the situation at home has heated up! At this point, I have been completely disrespected, lied to, and stolen from. All of this and the kitchen is still dirty...I'm not the nice guy anymore, but I held out the nice guy attempt for much longer than most. Whatever friendship I was trying to establish has been incinerated, and i guess I'm just waiting for the end of the lease to be truly be happy at home again. DO NOT EVER move in with people you don't know well.They will set you up. It doesn't matter how clear the rules are before the move happens, they will lie and things will not get done! In the end, you're going to be the bad guy for referring back to rules established in the first place. If you live a busy life and don't need extra stress, then don't do it. Next time I'm squatting somewhere until my trusted friends are ready to move out.That's how I'm living in a nutshell.
But the dance life has never been better. That is my escape and my passion for real. Now that summer break has started, i have been going off inthe dance...First off, me Janae and Eddie won the All In 2 jam...It was my third jam I ever went to,I'm really proud of us. The most amazing thing was me beating Z-Bruh...Looking back, he moved much better than I did, but i was more entertaining to watch apparently...Either way, we won! THUGS is giving me everything I need as far as a freestyle environment, but lately we have been focused more on choreography, since it is our weak point. I hope that everyone keeps up with their freestyle game. We are about to host Sac's first ridiculously big competition! Trying to get Choreo cookies and the Company up here. Think we got the Les Twins coming, and three groups from the bay want to sign up. This event is going to be cool, because we almost all proceeds are going towards scholarships for dancing. Also, this event is going to promote world peace week. All around this is an event with a cause. I feel like in THUGS, I am really living out the purpose of inspiring people and not a specific part of the dance community.
I sent money to mom for my plane ticket, so it is official. I'm visiting my mother for Christmas!!!! I'll be getting ready to move around that time too, so I'll be stoked all around! I mean there's probably more that is going on, but I just wanted to get all of those in the air...Till next time! Let's try not to make it another three months. Oh check out the third place performance for THUGS!!!!!!
Go "like" us on facebook
http://www.facebook.com/thugs916
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