Dating....

So life this year has just been completely inspiring as far as dance goes.

As far as school goes, I have been completely slacking...I'm getting myself together over the course of this weekend. I didn't go to school today, and I had a quiz and a lab to to do, sothat's not going to look good on me...

The point of today's blog is to really get into what I have been going through in terms of dating. I finally got some balls and tried to start online dating.It started off being exactly what I thought it was going to be. So far, no one has proved me wrong. There are too many men that truly believe that sex is just something people do. Others base their whole relationship on it.

By now I have went on dates with two people:

disclaimers:
-I have a bad habit of letting things happen even if I'm not really feeling the vibe
-If someone tries to have sex with me on the first date (if it happens or not), I don't want to see again after.

I met up with the first guy at a bar, which isn't too bad. Alcohol helps people loosen up sometimes, so I didn't really think anything of it. When I got there, he wanted to get high. After two drinks, this guy was feeling himself a little too much and he just started trying to put moves on me. So we go back to my place, because for some reason I thought we could really watch a movie and he wants to have sex, we almost got started and then he says, "I'm HIV+."
So that was a no go. He tried to call the next day and I didn't answer for awhile. Eventually I did and we met up for coffee. Honestly at this point, I could care less if i ever saw him again, but I just tried it anyway just to see if we were at all compatible when sex, alcohol, and weed weren't factors. I ended up learning that even though he was a nice guy, his lifestyle would never match mine. To him, being gay is like a party. To me, it's just another random fact about me.

I'm sorry I was rambling! The point of this story is, we couldn't last a whole without him trying to get in my pants. My second date was like that too! We were suppose to chill listen to music and juchill, then all of sudden it was all about sucking me off! I wish I was straight sometimes so I could just establish a friendship with whoever before they try to have sex with me. I think gay men just assume that since men get horny they all want sex. I would rather not waste my talents on a waste of time... arrghh! This dating thing is going to be a lot tougher than i thought.