So life this year has just been completely inspiring as far as dance goes.
As far as school goes, I have been completely slacking...I'm getting myself together over the course of this weekend. I didn't go to school today, and I had a quiz and a lab to to do, sothat's not going to look good on me...
The point of today's blog is to really get into what I have been going through in terms of dating. I finally got some balls and tried to start online dating.It started off being exactly what I thought it was going to be. So far, no one has proved me wrong. There are too many men that truly believe that sex is just something people do. Others base their whole relationship on it.
By now I have went on dates with two people:
disclaimers:
-I have a bad habit of letting things happen even if I'm not really feeling the vibe
-If someone tries to have sex with me on the first date (if it happens or not), I don't want to see again after.
I met up with the first guy at a bar, which isn't too bad. Alcohol helps people loosen up sometimes, so I didn't really think anything of it. When I got there, he wanted to get high. After two drinks, this guy was feeling himself a little too much and he just started trying to put moves on me. So we go back to my place, because for some reason I thought we could really watch a movie and he wants to have sex, we almost got started and then he says, "I'm HIV+."
So that was a no go. He tried to call the next day and I didn't answer for awhile. Eventually I did and we met up for coffee. Honestly at this point, I could care less if i ever saw him again, but I just tried it anyway just to see if we were at all compatible when sex, alcohol, and weed weren't factors. I ended up learning that even though he was a nice guy, his lifestyle would never match mine. To him, being gay is like a party. To me, it's just another random fact about me.
I'm sorry I was rambling! The point of this story is, we couldn't last a whole without him trying to get in my pants. My second date was like that too! We were suppose to chill listen to music and juchill, then all of sudden it was all about sucking me off! I wish I was straight sometimes so I could just establish a friendship with whoever before they try to have sex with me. I think gay men just assume that since men get horny they all want sex. I would rather not waste my talents on a waste of time... arrghh! This dating thing is going to be a lot tougher than i thought.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Jill Scott is BOMB!
I wish all of the famous female artists had the edge that this woman has!
Oh yeah, I have a routine comin soon!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Happy New Year!
Disclaimer: This was really done on Jan 5, 2010. I messed up somewhere. Thanks for reading
This year has been one of many surprises.
It started off with me waking up in a trunk, all the way to being broke in California. It's ok though. I'm am very happy my life has come this far in one year. I'm always going to miss the co-workers and friends I had in the Air Force, I can only hope that many of us keep in contact.
On the flipside I am already achieveing many goals since I have been back:
- Join a dance company for training
- Start school
- Make as many friends as possible
I have been training with a magnificent group called Press P.L.A.Y. These dancers have so much talent and they can inspire anyone to want to excel in their art. They have become like a second family to me so I try to do for them as they do for me.
Another thing I am so thankful is the friends that never left me while I was gone. Coming back to them and the small little bit of family I have here makes it that much easier to go through the struggle.
For Christmas I got to see all of my immediate family and hang out with them for a week. Ieven got to see my little nephews
Mom and Nephews: Kishon and Marquis
My sister Shanelle and baby Marquis
Me, My brothers: Eric and Damien
This year has been one of many surprises.
It started off with me waking up in a trunk, all the way to being broke in California. It's ok though. I'm am very happy my life has come this far in one year. I'm always going to miss the co-workers and friends I had in the Air Force, I can only hope that many of us keep in contact.
On the flipside I am already achieveing many goals since I have been back:
- Join a dance company for training
- Start school
- Make as many friends as possible
I have been training with a magnificent group called Press P.L.A.Y. These dancers have so much talent and they can inspire anyone to want to excel in their art. They have become like a second family to me so I try to do for them as they do for me.
Another thing I am so thankful is the friends that never left me while I was gone. Coming back to them and the small little bit of family I have here makes it that much easier to go through the struggle.
For Christmas I got to see all of my immediate family and hang out with them for a week. Ieven got to see my little nephews
Mom and Nephews: Kishon and Marquis
My sister Shanelle and baby Marquis
Me, My brothers: Eric and DamienI think my family is pretty awesome!
As for the New Year, there will be a lot more changing in my life. First I'm on a job search. I will also be teaching dance classes again in Fairfield. Full time school and a full-time dedication to dance. I need to always keep my art strong!
I don't know I guess I just felt like writing. This New Year feels like it's full of promise and I only hope that life can get better. I'm sure it will have it's ups and downs, but I think I can handle it. Just letting you guys know that even when you hit hard times, always follow your passion first and remember the things you have. Don't let the things you don't have keep you down or they will never go away.
P.S. I think it's about time I start dating...wish me luck! (I'm going to need it. hahaha!)
Friday, October 2, 2009
Doublemint Gum!
What in the world is going on!
For the last three years I have not bought a pack of Wrigley's gum, because I want the brands that are good for my teeth. Today, I woke up with moning breath, but I was late and had to get to school.
I stopped at the store get some doublemint and saw that they were in new packages. You know the new packages were like the "5" gum, adn i was somewhat impressed, but I did not expect them to cost $1.49. What the hell? My complete childhood of buying Wrigley's gum, I only spent one dollar. It's not that couldn't afford it. I could've got orbit for like 20 cents more. There's nothing new about the gum excluding the new package. What a ripoff!
For the last three years I have not bought a pack of Wrigley's gum, because I want the brands that are good for my teeth. Today, I woke up with moning breath, but I was late and had to get to school.
I stopped at the store get some doublemint and saw that they were in new packages. You know the new packages were like the "5" gum, adn i was somewhat impressed, but I did not expect them to cost $1.49. What the hell? My complete childhood of buying Wrigley's gum, I only spent one dollar. It's not that couldn't afford it. I could've got orbit for like 20 cents more. There's nothing new about the gum excluding the new package. What a ripoff!
I don't know what to do!
Hi everybody...My name is William McCray and this is my entry into the blog world. A little about myself...I'm an aspiring choreographer that has a pretty versatile taste in music. There are a variety of things that keep my interests. From music to art to animal to sex...I mean I could really take thisblog anywhere. I'm no one famous, but I guessthis could be a good outlet to vent when I am not dancing...
Funny...I started this blog because I don't know how to comment on other people's blogs. I figured i should draw some attention a blog I read earlier. It's actually gay porn star, Erik Rhodes' "blogspot". His most recent blog was disturbing and he is sounding like he wants to hurt himself. I read a lot deeper into his blogs and found out that he is also a recovering alcholic and tends to turn to drugs to ease his pain. In the past year he has overcome a lot of these habits and has learned to be strong and learned to be strong. Now that his relationship is falling off, he is feeling lost. That's just background on him.
He has a specific post that left me in awe. I guess it was written around the time he began to fight for his relationship and it showed me that there is much more to him than porn (apparently he doesn't even like the porn industry), partying and emotional roller coasters. this guy is truly a good guy who has a true respect for beauty. All he needs is some love. Check it out http://erikrhodes.blogspot.com/2008/12/breathe-me.html. I don't think there is anything I can do to help him, but if you could go by and show him some love, i'm sure he would appreciate it. We don't need to lose beautiful people from this world!
Funny...I started this blog because I don't know how to comment on other people's blogs. I figured i should draw some attention a blog I read earlier. It's actually gay porn star, Erik Rhodes' "blogspot". His most recent blog was disturbing and he is sounding like he wants to hurt himself. I read a lot deeper into his blogs and found out that he is also a recovering alcholic and tends to turn to drugs to ease his pain. In the past year he has overcome a lot of these habits and has learned to be strong and learned to be strong. Now that his relationship is falling off, he is feeling lost. That's just background on him.
He has a specific post that left me in awe. I guess it was written around the time he began to fight for his relationship and it showed me that there is much more to him than porn (apparently he doesn't even like the porn industry), partying and emotional roller coasters. this guy is truly a good guy who has a true respect for beauty. All he needs is some love. Check it out http://erikrhodes.blogspot.com/2008/12/breathe-me.html. I don't think there is anything I can do to help him, but if you could go by and show him some love, i'm sure he would appreciate it. We don't need to lose beautiful people from this world!
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